I'm just gonna cut to the chase!!
WE ARE HAVING A BABY!!!!!!!
Yes it is true!! I cant believe it myself. We have one little boy Connor he is 4 years old. We have tried for many years since he was born to have another baby and things just were not happening. Well I went to my doc about 2 years ago to find out why my periods were not regular and what was wrong with me. Well that is when she told me I had PCOS. I did not ovulate and that more than likely we would have to use medication in order to have another baby. She told me we would prolly start off by taking a pill called Clomid. Well at that time we were not quite financially ready to pay for the pills and whatever else came our way. So we decide to wait. Heart broken I was. I have longed for awhile now for another baby. For a sibling and friend for my little boy. He even said so many times how he wanted a baby sister. Yeah that's what he says a sister. He even said he wants to name her Carley. When I was pregnant with him we thought for 7 1/2 months that he was a girl. The name we had chosen was Gracie Ann so I really have no idea where he came up with this name from. Well he is still saying he wants a baby sister and that he wants to name her Carley so I guess the name will be Carley Ann if it is a girl.
Oh back to my story. lol I went to the doc Monday for my yearly check up and me and my husband had already decided that we were going to talk to the doc and tell her we think we are ready to start trying the pills and see if they work. So she preformed my exam then wrote me out a prescription and then told me she really needed to do a pregnancy test before I started the pills and low and behold, it came back positive!! We were already pregnant. I have prayed for many years for another baby and finally I started praying and telling God that I was turning it over to him and gonna let him handle it. That when he saw fit for us to have another one than it would happen. Well that was so much easier said than done. A lot of other things happened and I thought that was Gods way of telling me ok its time financially and emotionally. So I had already had my yearly exam scheduled and so we decided that would be the best time to talk to the doctor. Little did I know, God had already taken care of everything on his own. On my way home from doctor I look down and the script that she had just wrote me for the ovulation pills and I heard God tell me " I don't need your help I told you I had everything under control". I said ok so I am turning it all over to him. I pray for a healthy baby and a healthy pregnancy. Sometimes it is very hard to turn it all over to him completely. I still have a fear that when I go back to doc she tells me oops sorry I made a mistake. I would be heart broken, butI am going to trust that he takes care of it all. Any and all prayers throughout this would be greatly welcomed.
Thanks so much for listening to me!!
